
The look that Horatio cast upon his captain in that moment was nigh identical to the expression he utilized to quell the shenanigans of Patrick Styles. As if that alone were not indication enough that he was thoroughly unamused by the older man’s particular remark, the fact that his ultimate response was to completely ignore him might as well have screamed his displeasure to the heavens, considering he had not once in the entirety of his career beneath the man shown him anything but the highest of regard and respect.
In truth, he didn’t really know what to make of it – but he did know that a remark framed in a manner such as that was by no means professional, which meant he hardly need concern himself with reprimand for refusing to comment on it. That he was wise enough to understand it was by no means an order was likely to his benefit, but at present he was admittedly rather incensed by the implication he was childish enough to require extra attention from his captain.
Stepping up to Matthews, he leaned in and inquired idly if there were any bets in place among the senior officers he ought to know of. Quietly, he was informed of several – none of which might explain such an unfortunate comment from the captain. Worried he had done something wrong now that he had been assured that his gullibility wasn’t being toyed with, Horatio hummed thoughtfully.
Thanking the man for the information, he chose to carry out his rounds, his posture stiffer than usual as a result of his internal examination of himself, attempting now to discern where he had erred so tremendously as to give off such a lamentable impression to Captain Pellew to warrant matters coming to this.
The end of his watch rang out, and Horatio found he was no closer to an answer than before. He was more irate and alarmed however, enough so that rather like a cat that had spurned the hand of it’s owner in a fit of pique, he found himself pacing before the captain’s cabin rather than retreating to the lieutenant’s berth as he ought.
Finally, the need to understand won out and he knocked, entering promptly on command and sealing the door behind him. Rather than bear reprimand for earlier, Horatio headed it all off by speaking without preamble.
“Forgive my interruption sir, this should not take much of your time,” He spoke quickly, the alarm in him threatening to make him visibly emotional, and that he could not abide. “I have spent the watch attempting, and failing, to find where I have erred in my duties to the point that my value in your eyes has plummeted so completely. As such, I believe it might be best if when we next make port, I be transferred to another ship. The Indy deserves the best officers available to the fleet, and you need to believe in them completely if this ship is to function the way she is accustomed to.” He raised his chin, refusing to shake apart his own resolve, though his hands trembled behind his back, “You can no more afford an officer you need to coddle than you can afford a sailor who does not pull his weight. I only ask that you allow me to continue my duties unhindered until we reach Portsmouth.”








