Tag: self harm consideration

{ Tragic Honesty }

Do you ever do things to hurt yourself? Talk about a time you have. – Eleanor from @harriedwritings

“Do you mean deliberately?” There was a slightly indignant hint to her tone – the insinuation that she might be so distraught as to fix her canon against herself was absolutely beyond the pale. “Of course not, what the fuck would that accomplish?” 

While Eleanor would not deny the fact that she had made mistakes that had resulted in her suffering all manner of inconveniences and personal pains, she had certainly never gone out with the intention of causing them, or of punishing herself for something else through present actions. 

Such thoughts and behaviours weren’t profitable by any means she could discern, though she supposed there was – some sort of merit in realizing that if she could profit through self inflicted pain, she might be willing to consider bleeding herself if the payout was high enough.